So I’m able to breath today. I’m not coughing much and my nose is clear. Unfortunately I’m also utterly exhausted. Like sleep walking zombie, forgetting to write a query properly and then confused why it fails tired.
Why is it not working again?
This is part of why I want a kid sooner than later, I think that this is as good as it’ll get for me being able to keep up with one. Also, lesbian TTC/Mommy blogs are crack. Like, I’m fantasizing about baby wearing now, before I had no idea that was even a thing. But now it seems like a great idea.
Latte has her therapy starting on the 23rd, I hope it’ll be good for her and we’ll be able to move forward with stuff. It sounds like that’s how she wants to come down on the issues. But I don’t know, when she was in the middle of a horrible depressive episode and I (very stupidly) brought up kids, you’d think I was asking her to sell her spleen to finance a windows 3.11 revival party. In other news, talking to a person in the middle of a depressive episode about the future is very similar to asking a toddler for help with your calculus homework. The brain just isn’t able to grasp the concept of future. Oh well, I should play another round of candy crush before my lunch break is over.
That reminds me, I can’t play facebook games at home anymore, they keep on crashing my computer. Like multiple blue screens of death crashing. Weird Basic BIOS SYSTEM error of death crashing. Rebooting solves those problems eventually, but still it’s scary. I think I need to replace the CMOS battery and reinstall all my drivers. That *should* fix things. I don’t even know anymore. All I know for sure is that we don’t have money to replace my computer.