Latte and I now together coo over hulu ads that feature adorable infants. It’s good, but also frustrating, as I feel like we have a bit of work to do, discussing what each of us wants from parenthood and what we’re both willing/not willing to do to achieve it. Now Latte is mentioning private domestic adoption occasionally, which we had previously said wasn’t for us due to ethical problems with it sometimes and the cost. I’d like it if I could just pin her down as to what she wants us to do, and state what I want us to do and find a way to meet as many of our goals as possible, but she wants to wait to have a real talk about it until next Thursday. This was decided a little over two weeks ago, so in a way, this is our first “two-week-wait” 🙂
Next Thursday I’m joining her at the shrink. I need to relax more. Last night I dreamed I was pregnant. My belly was all big and I found myself getting mad/upset over every little thing and felt horrible about it. The really weird part was the fact that I was pregnant with a sow (full grown, not a piglet) and needed to take cl.omid or something so the sow would be extra fertile when born. The weirdest part was that I was most concerned about seeming to be hormonal around others, not that I had a giant pig growing in me.