There is a potential end in sight, I have a final interview for a job on Monday for a job at a big company (which offers some maternity leave). The other job that seemed possible ended up being a no-go (and I’m happy they told me instead of disappearing into the void as tends to happen). Apart from that I’ve been looking at various sites for jobs I’m qualified for. I really hope the Monday job pans out.
Still no positive OPK. I somehow spotted a little last night, which worries me, normally I only spot around shark week. I’m expecting this to be a messed up cycle, and we’re months from trying. Latte hasn’t even started to look at potential donors yet.
I woke up in the middle of the night, used the bathroom, and then obsessed about how I might have left the oven on. After a half hour of no-sleep I went to check. No, I had not left the oven on. I continued to worry about it even after checking, and thus got very little sleep. I normally am a very good sleeper. I’ll be back to normal when I get a new job. I was like that when I was unemployed in SF. I was paranoid about whether or not I locked my car which robbed me of sleep as I couldn’t go check since it wasn’t very safe out at night there.