So nothing’s really going on, I’m only at 6DPO, so can’t test, just waiting. I was feeling a bit crampy when I first got up, but food seems to have cleared that up (it may have been from yesterday’s workout, who knows). I’m really trying to cut back on my sugar intake during this TWW. It’s hard because eating sugar makes me feel happy, and waiting is stressful.
Yesterday Latte and I went to see The Grand Budapest Hotel, which was lovely and comical and probably a better choice than my original one of that vampire flick (I totally love hating on vampires, but only ones that don’t sparkle, vampires that sparkle don’t exist in my world). It was very cartoony at points, which was nice, and fitting given the utterly non-serious nature of it. I recommend it if anyone wants to see a light hearted hijinks ensue type of film.
Last week I was kind of feeling blah-ish all week. The insemination somehow hurt?! and I was constipated for the whole week. I ate a lot of fruit to no effect. I also felt just exhausted all week. I had decided not to post about this on Friday, but that day I felt randomly crazy helpless. Normally I’m aware I’m a grown adult who is very capable, but Friday I just couldn’t shake the feeling that if I get pregnant my parents will find out and be angry. I’m 32, I really am too damn old to be worrying about angering my homophobic parents. Anyway thankfully that crazy seems to have passed.
I know that none of those things are symptoms of anything real (wayyy too early) but if I only had them after today I would’ve been convinced I may be pregnant. Anyway I was able to do a workout last night and am feeling a bit better today. I’m not sure if I’ll feel up for running today, which makes me sad, but hopefully I’ll be able to do some exercise.
Latte and I are keeping ourselves cautious to pronounce anything one way or the other. She did begin to devour the copy of the Mayo Clinic’s Guide to Pregnancy though. I found a copy at Good Will and like it much more than I liked the sample I have of “What to Expect”
Anyway, that’s what I’ve been up to.