I should share pictures of TCPride, and talk about all the fun it was. I should finish the tax stuff. I should talk about the issues we’ve been having with Puppy. Maybe I should talk about how I feel about waiting to ttc again.
But I just feel tired. Tired and pissed off. My old job didn’t give me my severance pay. And it is denying a claim I’m submitting for today (which it shouldn’t do – I was supposed to retain insurance through the end of the month). I still haven’t filled out the COBRA paperwork. I’m not sure if I should $600/month is a lot, it’s not bad insurance, but we don’t have a lot of expenses, and I get to enroll in the new plan in September. I’m just pissed that in the course of a year I’ve worked at three different places. It looks hella bad. I’m not a bad worker, one of the places was a bad fit and was downsizing admin anyway (2nd), the other had the most passive-aggressive human being ever (3rd, most recent), and the third I left of my own accord for health insurance for my wife (1st).
Right now working out is keeping me sane. I thought I’d be a lot happier having a new job, but I still want to escape into my books as soon as I get home. I’d love to just snap out of this funk, but it seems like it’s a place where I need to be for a bit. I don’t know.