I stopped testing for a bit, then started again today when I realized I had enough tests to get to 15 or 16dpo (these are cheapies, not FRER). I suspect that the cheapies aren’t super sensitive, either that or my body is super-powered to have cleared all the HCG from the trigger in 4dpo. I mean it’s possible I guess, but the only positives I saw were all super light and I could only get them with FMU.
Anyway I’m not feeling like I’m pregnant this cycle (although it’s also normal to not feel symptoms at this point if you are pregnant). All the side effects of prometrium have died down (I mean I guess I’m still a little bloated, and more forgetful than normal, but whatever) except I get tired much more easily than normal.
My optimism for all of my cycles dies by about 10dpo, it’s par for the course. I think I’ll use my last FRER on Tuesday, before the blood draw, so I can get my crying out before my wife’s birthday (the following day – yes the surprise party was a bit before her actual birthday).
I’m not going to miss the rollercoaster of emotions that is TTC. Not at all.